so long sweet summer

Eve's eve

2006-12-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

I wanted to say merry christmas.

Anyway, we had cip today.
And Rodney's jealous of my hair because it brought in a pretty good amount of donations. And of course Nat was so good at talking.

Gardens - Jud and I went crazy.
We walked around the room barefooted, laying belly down on the sofa, drawing smurfs and TJ mushroom. Had our usual Garden Set Meal. Bumped into Uncle Sunny and he punched me in the right arm. YAR, like how Mr Fun did that to me when i didn't train.

My appetite has definately dropped alot.
I used to be able to stomach everything, but not anymore.
Super filling.

Then we went window shopping for houses. haha.
And swing like idiots.

okay. got to go play with The Chicken. HAHAHA!
If you read this; Uncle, don't kill me!

hello stranger

2006-12-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE IT.
JUDITH AND I WERE SQUEALING ON THE PHONE OVER MY HAIR!
ROARIFYING!

yesterday was rather draggy until we went to ivan's club.
ehhey, i played darts!
got super high when lisa came.
no, i may have drank 3 glasses but i was not drunk.
we were SHOUTING backstreet boys "everybody" into the mic!
shame on us!
after we were done the yr twos headed to Balcony.
We were suppose to go irritate them but we landed up at Starbucks sipping coffee.

grrr.
I'm so tempted to read my new book.
but its meant to kill the school term bore.

I've been thinking of my art coursework every night for the past 1 week.
(dearest siru and christine, do not panic, it's really nothing)

Can't wait to go back to Gardens tomorrow!

Happy Boxing Day

2006-12-24T21:51:00.002+08:00

Christmas is not all about presents.
It's a time to reflect about life.
No one said that rummaging through the wreckage was fun.

Last night was great.
Yeah, another episode of we-are-an-oh-so-happy-family.
A new year is coming, I'll spare the details of family politics.
ANYWAY.
haha, everyone said I grilled the food well!
And everyone that drank my caramel mocha loved it.
Even Aunty Cheng asked me to set up a shop with her.
haha. We finally opened the bottle of Yering Wine.
[Festive season, very dangerous for bellies, right mello?]
My brother and PJ bought me a present.
Guess what!
haha, They walked all over Singapore to find me
The 88 over & over CD
but they couldn't so
they settled for an OC Season Three.
So sweet right?
Hey, I'm being appreciative.

Sidetrack:
Dearest Sammie, HR and Val,
SOS, they are so going to get married.

It's Boxing Day my sweethearts.
And its cold, and raining like cows & buffaloes.
Not a pretty sight.
Well, I was tucked under the sheets watching my OC.
Goodness. Johnny died.
[The surfer dude that appeared for only 5 episodes,
and I nearly died when it was his funeral]
I wonder how am I going to handle it when I come to the episode when Marissa dies.
BBYD!

Got to run.
Im going to be the cook for tonight again.
Got to set the playlist, food and the sound system.
Moshers coming over for a mosh retreat (:

PS: +44 is just so awesome, love them like crazy.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2006-12-24T21:51:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Grill party at home tonight.
My cute grandmaaaa is coming over and so is my aunt.
and, ahem, pj is coming over too.

When my brother told her that im going to be the cook she got shakey.
"She's going to poison me?"
I told my brother to ask her to bring a first aid box if she's that paranoid.
{I think they are going to get married, NOT!}

kidding!
It's Christmas!
Im not going to be mean.

:)

hohoho...

Dearest Children,
Remember: The essence of Christmas is Christ Himself.

Once again,
Merry Christmas to all!

cold winter falls

2006-12-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

officialy stone dead.

I need to go on a shopping spree.
I should set myself a To-do list before I become a skeleton.

The 88
+44
develop the lomo films
Find a replacement for Chasing Lights
Grocery shopping for 26th
Clean up sty
get a haircut
go see the doctor
QT
Get rid of Jodi Picoult, very bad for heath.

Merry Christmas Eve

2006-12-24T15:31:00.000+08:00

HAVOC!
Yesterday night's party was rather insane. I expected myself to be home before twelve. Who knows, I reached home at 3am! Anyway, I was so happy! There were great booze there. My dear beloved Jacobs Creek! The older kids were pretty drunk. Esp, Karkeit and Ivan. Karkeit was like none priggish for once, while Ivan kept snatching my prawns from the salad bowl. We left the place and headed down to Purple Lights. I think we were all so beat that we totally missed the stop and landed up at Lido.

Skip the details.

THIS IS OFFICIAL!
hahaha, when you put Weilin and I together.
Our journey back home is extremely queer.
The first; we ran after bus 12 from the front gate- across the field - to the back gate.
The second; we walked from Paya Lebar Methodist Church - Serangoon Stadium - Yio Chu Kang Rd.
The third; (and hopefully the last) super teadious.
We waited for half an hour for NR1 to come - spoke like drunkards and laugh ourselves tipsy - alight at YCK station and begin our journey up the hill back home.

Extremely tired.
---------------------------------------------

Everyone came on Friday.
What a pity we didnt manage to get a full clique photo.

Our second attempt to take a group photo.
FYI: The first, we Chuanli mouth blocked the whole camera. Go figure!

Our new bad habit of numbering our photos.
NAT! WHERE ARE YOU?
AND JON TOOOOO!

The real Holiday's here.
For a short while.

OKAY!
PHOTOS!
[everyone, stop nagging at me pleaseeeee?]
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Hark the Herald Angels Sing, Glory to the New Born King

2006-12-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

backko from my ultimately cute granny's house
i like staying there.
its like a nice retreat, a nice break from home.
because over there, everyone treats you better.
she cooked all my fav when i was there.
anyway, grandma was so funny!
my brother called to check on me,
then i told him that my 3rd aunt bought us presents and im going to open his.
but actually i was opening mine.
so when he heard the wrapper open, he freaked out.
then my grandma, very unexpectedly,
ran to the phone and said in her fast and furious canto "EH! SUM-E bought you present and rachel's opening it, now!"
i got stunned.
my aunt got stunned.
we looked at grandma and immediately we were rolling on the floor laughing.
MY GRANDMA SO NAUGHTY!
WHAT A LIAR TOO!

hahahahaha.

anyway.
i got a shock.
because every christmas my fourth aunt would buy me my fav Venezuela Bitter.
But now that she's no longer around,
i thought my third aunt was going to buy me that.
so i shook the box.
it sounded like it.
i opened from the side,
it was orange and black.
it look exactly the VB packaging.
SORRY!
it was something better.
when i totally ripped off the whole wrapper.
the word "Chanel" flashed at my face.
I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT.
It was EXACTLY what i needed.

hahahaha (:

I tell you.
all my aunts know me very well and i love them all!
( :

Anyway, i had the honour of sleeping on my fourth aunt's bed.
it was pretty insane.
I had like crazy images running through me.
The tubings then ran through her system during her last few weeks.
And it was that very room that she gave me my first Children's Bible.
And finished the whole series of Calvin & Hobbes that she always buy.
And the "detention centre" that she'll convert it into whenever Marc & I tried to tear the house down.
It was on that very bed that i had my last proper talk with her about my future.

ANYWAY,
CHRISTMAS IS COMING.

and Christmas is when people do and say stupid things.

well, I don't care.
I'm saying something smart.

Goodbye, Ryan
Just to let you know,
I've even clean out Mr. Oats.
I'm THAT serious.

and for the Clique.
CHRISTMAS COMES EARLY FOR US!
I love you all!
see you people tomorrow!

The Time

2006-12-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

Sammie: i dont want to be in charge of bluffing the birthday girl anymore.

Happy 17th Val!
like, finally.

It was pretty troublesome.
We were suppose to have a party at Val's house but we decided to shift it out of the house.
So we were suppose to be at Harry's Bar.
But because of the dumb rain,
and val was lazy to walk so she insisted eating at taka or wisma.
but she didnt know the rest were waiting at the hotel.
so i had to lie and lie and pretend to throw a tantrum to make her go to Harry's Bar.
But when we reached Harry's Bar the rest shifted to Black Angus.
haha, it was like a shepherd dog trying to get the sheep back with the pack and wild goose chase.

I guess all of us wil definately be meeting at Black Angus for a lunch one day soon!

drama

2006-12-17T22:03:00.001+08:00

1. i didn't come up with the invitation list
2. i admit i suggested the venue, but that was when i thought it was only 1-9 were going

3. i want to scream my lungs out if the "gang" appears.

1,2,3...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

cows and buffaloes

2006-12-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERITTA!

If you were in town today and got caught in the rain,
you can blame it on the following people:

1. Shuneng

2. Billy

3. Judith

4. Me

hahaha.
everyone's so rusty!
people, we're going to die next year!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
how?

hahaha,
Shu went shopping for paul,
and poor billy had to try on like 107345193654832648712634
and model for shu to see until he got scared of her.
hahahahahah

yay!
There's special reason to celebrate this coming week!
.Val's turning 17, like finally.
. last week of internship
. home alone soon!
. Christmas dinner with ...

yar, with like some rojak clique.
(aye, its all the dsa and appeal people)
like all the darlingable people will be there!
i miss every single one of you!
SO FUN!
SO FUN SO FUN!
hope to see everyone!

seriously, im tj deprived!
haha.

i miss you green mushrooms!

hahaha, crap.
im high on nothing!

uh-oh.

the story's written on your face

2006-12-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

Finally the weekends are here!
Currently, my inbox is flooded with Fulford mails.
Right on.

I had such a back weekend last week,
it affected the rest of my week.
So glad another new week is here.

Note:
SAMANTHA SHING,
if you ever read this before tomorrow,
you have yet to send me a list of caterers.

bus-kert

2006-12-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

First day at Lexus.
Tell you, its a food haven.
transcription - let's skip that whole part.

met up with mello for dinner and to catch up a whole lot.
Firs tjcian to meet up after the camp.
yay?
EX.
haha, okay. you know what i mean.
and i know you know.
so you know i know roughly you know, you know?

Tomorrow's the first official playing round.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Okay, new year's resolution.
To watch out for myself before i really become a full-time submarine.

waiting game

2006-12-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

someone's back today.

spent half the day rationing things out with my fellow INNOVAtive friend.
haha. sue me for cap locking that few alphabets.
thanks for the insightful views.
i ought to learn to uncoil that wire mesh in my brain.
things that can wait, should wait.
why should i even bother?
as long you give me my nice little space, i respect that.
pause button before my life goes way too va-va-vroom.
"Let's soar to greater heights." - yeah right.

so on with more important things,
like, school.
yeah, i actually FORGOT my occupation is: Student
And Judith Sim thinks she so smart she told me this.
JUDITH; plucky, indecisive, choosy, tsk. says:
i want to pon the first week of sch to catch up with hmwk!
good luck!
hopefully ceciliA and tongatongtong man dont come knocking on your house door okay?
i give you my blessings.

: (

Summer lost the spark of heat

2006-12-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

The best part of "Believe" is the "Lie"

I hope you sing along and you steal a line

I need to keep you like this in my mind

So give in or just give up

Alright, the TAN brothers are in town.
Frankly speaking, you two are ALWAYS back during the wrong weekend.
ZT: just in case you intend to drop out of your dearest St Michaels' Grammer School and decide to settle in Singapore, I hope you're glad to know that espn won the rights to broadcast cricket here.

This holiday season is terribly weak.

I hope Christmas will do the trick.

Spurt of Triumph

2006-12-11T14:11:00.000+08:00

When mom told me that you-know-who nearly got a heart attack last night, I smiled.

Past years I've tried to make my anger dissipate through sprints and intoxications.
I've stopped them all.
The last time, I smashed my hand into the wall,
which was seriously stupid.
This time I'm terribly proud of myself that I didn't react physically.

It's seriously dumb to hurt yourself when you are already the victim.

Well, perhaps r always know when to appear in my life.

First was at my aunt's wake, then promos, now this.

Why Three?

Disturbance

2006-12-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night,
when i finally decided to devote some time to a QT session,
the weirdest things happen.

I was half-way through.
And suddenly a message came in.
You know how it is when you take a long time,
(to be precise, it is coming to 3 years)
talk yourself into letting go of the old,
and when you finally let it be an official past,
it comes back at you.

And you tell me you're away for 3 days.
I just dont' get the agenda.

Then I carried on with my QT.
By the next verse,
I heard you-know-who yelling in the room opposite mine.
"This has been going on for months..."
I just didn't want to hear someone wallowing in self-pity
when someone invited it right up to the doorsteps.
Besides, the more you hear the rant,
it deepens the resentment inside you.

So, unfortunately,
I kept away my stuff,
blast my ipod,
and put myself to sleep.

That was how my first QT after a gazillion years start/end.

The River is Wild

2006-12-09T21:28:00.001+08:00

That's it.
Season 2, Ep. 13.

America's having a season break right now,
so am i.
January, you better come fast!

Christmas is really coming, you know?

and as always, i've got to clear up my pig sty room.
and put up the Christmas Tree.
and do something to myself.

Very Disappointing.

somethings can not be right

2006-12-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

Done with Season One and half-way through Season Two.
Well, Season One did end on a high but the beginning of Season Two was abit draggy.
BUT! after awhile it goes crazy!
the adrenaline rush!
Just can't get myself torn away from the screen.

Prison Break has got everything!
Deep thinking plot,
good directions,
suave wentworth miller,
and of course, politics.

ha, by end of this weekend, i'll be done with season two man!
Beat America Fox to it!
haha.

ADDICTION.
Just like cocaine.

ward

2006-12-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night:
dinner at Brewerkz
dessert at somewhere i cant remember.
but it was funny trying to get the waitress guess michelle's age.
the rest headed home while val, yimei & i ended off the night at indochine.

shopped a little today.

ha, im totally soaked right into my Prison Break marathon.

touch down!

2006-12-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

HA, the marathon was GREAT!
being in the same tent as the elite runners and asking the media to scram unless they've got a pr person with them was super fun. haha. got to meet some people with high status. (i can't name names) like the professional photographers from ST and hanging out with them, listening to their extremely candid remarks.

Today, was a mad rush since i stepped into office till i stepped out.
i couldnt even stop to rest!
i was working on 3 accounts at one time.

BREAKING NEWS (as if so)
valerietanwinlose is back in singapore!

tomorrow!
RED BIRDS OUTING!
yeah, no kid!
and why are we having that outing?
because we're going to gather and hear glendon sing the Legendary Exotic Ice Cream Song. hahaha. what pathetic losers!
nobody can stay sane when you put us all together.

wednesday and thursday going to be WHOA!

friday, rest before i get any higher.

saturday, bagpack round singapore.

~~sunday, train.~~
we'll see about that.

Preparations

2006-12-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

Today was such a fun day.

Went out to shop with my mom before i went to work.

Head to the Asics warehouse sales, and of course like always, bummed into a couple of swimmers. And when i saw Scott Lai, i couldn't stop laughing because number one, he redyed his hair to ultimate blonde, number two, his hair grew to look really like chicken backside, and number three, the song 'Scotty doesn't know' immediately blast into my head.

Anyway, after running into Topshop like twice a week for a month, i finally found a tunic. but it wasn't Topshop (lousy Topshop!) anddddd, i finally bought my Fredddddd Perrrrrry slingyyyy! hahahahahahahaha. im going nuts! Picked up my plucky shirt! bought more clothes! all these, sponsored by my mom!

yeahhhey, suh-weet!

At 4. i went to meet Fulford-ers at the Pandang to get use to the whole area. boy, i didn't realised singapore could be THIS beautiful. and i found some goth punksters hanging out at the most ridiculous place - Cenotaph. SERIOUSLY, ultimate emo.

After we were done with the orientation tour i went to shop again. hahaha. i was totally soaked into the Christmas mood. and i bought a STAR for the Christmas three!!!

Im going to continue reading up on my notes (yeah, we're given notes okay!) for tomorrow if not im going to get into trouble if i cant recognise some elite runners, yikes! ahhh. my memory pills!

grin

2006-12-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN ONG JUNJIE.
Let me tell you,
i wanted to post your really pretty photo up here.
I tried like 5 times, and my comp hung 5 times.
haha, i wonder why...

ANYWAY.
i came home.
went online.
checked something.
and poofed!
something pleasant happened :)

im such a sucker for good playlist.
kiss goodbye to mainstream music baby!

WEDNESDAY NIGHT!
I HOPE ALL ELEVEN OF US APPEAR!
oh man. please please please please.
CRAP. the twins are going to india.
ajioejfaoiwje.

ahhhhhh. no no no.
you cannot be right for goodness sake.

shoots

2006-11-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

today was actually an awesome day.
After talking to my mentor online on several occassions way passed 12 midnight,
i finally met her in person at office today.
hah, she knew i was working there because she recommended me Fulford.
just that she can't remember the working period.
did my first transcription (can't say much about it here due to the contract)
then i was suppose to meet r after work but apparently i thought i left my phone at home.
so i came home to find it.
expecting my phone to be lying on the table since the last person i messaged was toylyn and it was in the morning.
who knows, because of my stupid memory, i actually put it in my bag after that.
it did follow me to work.
but someone's hands got lucky and picked up my phone.
so now, my KRZR, is officially gone.
and i have not upload my mos pictures!
i was about to upload it last night but i was too tired!
so my mos pictures are gone!

not to mention my dear KRZR (i affectionately call it Timberlake) just turned one month old.

im not fuming here because i have already vent it on sam.
and also comfort myself by saying "you-know-who was more stupid to leave the phone on the table for 5 consecutive times."
Frankly speaking, its not my fault.

im just so irritated when people simply have no integrity.
shame on you.

shit. i really lost the phone i seriously liked.

2006-11-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

dude!! preparations for TR the FIFTH year running is on man!
like, majorly.

motley crew aka. matong and yien, dont let me down!

[omg, what's Cleo Ngiam doing in Chicago? when where who what how?]
on a PHOTOGRAPHY SCHOLARSHIP?
excuse me, im starting to doubt my capabilities to be good at anything.

that spells "Pathetic" with a capital 'P'.

anyway, yesterday was wicked fun.
miss being soaked in the IJ culture.
Yeah, the crazy things people in blue pinafores do.

where's my motley crew?

2006-11-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

i was hoping to not bum into anyone familiar.
but unfortunately i did.

and we hijacked dickson.

First day of work started today.
omg, i can't believe it, but i read so many soccer news!
Anyway that's not the point.

The first day of the week have yet to be done with and im already looking forward to the end of the week. Well, Val's coming back!

dang, i want Friday night out with Yien at TTP!

why no sign of TRV?!

Full Throttle

2006-11-26T10:00:00.000+08:00

ha, now that i have completed my Uan shoot, and the camp's over.
[im only tied back by my internship, but i shall go with a positive mindset]
and that val's coming back!
my stress level has dropped drastically.

IM ALL OUT TO PARTY, YEOW!

bomb diggity!

house parties, house parties, house parties.
gigs, gigs, gigs.

DANG!!!
im waiting for Yien to be back.
MATONG, TRV!
[just to let you know, i cant find my bar for the black cloth entrance]
man! im ready to bring down the roofs like how we always do it!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and i can take my Holga and Lomo for a trigger happy spin.

OMG, IM ESTATIC!

seriously, ive not felt this free in the whole of 2006.
and the feeling is just plain awesome.

hah, meeting the swimmers later to let loose my hair.

67

2006-11-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

sportsXcel + arvin tang
these are the people that made my blood boil and yet made me rofl.
screwed up, patch up, just like a carpenter.
anyway, ahloh said that camp was :"Well Done!"
[i am NOT, drunk okay]
thankyou people!arvin the frog;
jud's constipated face;
alwin the kinky pianist;
dt stole my finger pose;
jingxian being himself.
oh where's shermie?

HEY PEOPLE!
remember to collect your Pluck shirt!
it can be our 2nd Xcel shirt.
haha.

i still think im on the boat.
what a rockafella.

waiting for more photos then im going to photospam my blog.

anyway, the reason for the sudden vibrant me is because i realised my dear partner in crime by the lovely name of
valerie tan shu ying
is coming back to singapore in like ...
NINE AWESOME DAYS!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and i may have lunch with r___ soon.

Red bird

2006-11-24T17:42:00.001+08:00

haha. SERENE TAY!
your background music makes me want to blog about camp again.
haha, i think we were the most happening group to have like party everynight.
im going to list all the nonsense we did

interlocked all our hands and jumped backwards into the sea together and nearly died of a tragic death; serene, iddie & i got caught underneath the net
second attempt to jump from the same spot at a very high speed, again we nearly drown
adopted a rock and gave it 50 tabs before we ascend the mountain/hill
laugh at one another's bimboticness, (mainly iddie)
switching off all our torchlights and ate in the dark so we wont know that we're eating sandflies (its all in the mind)
2/3 of the team woke up at 2 am for no good reason, and serene and i spotted a shooting star!
drank lots of "cigerette sprite" by the name of Bintang. it was seriously good! #02. after hoegarden
knocked on every door in the village to find out the ice cream song only to hear them sing Paddlepop
sang along with the guitarist of the village
face paint
watching serene act as a nurse
watching iddie getting screaming
laughing at glendon repeating 'i want to piss, let's go piss' countless of times
watching ronald speak so much when he's drunk
watching zhiwei trying to be a bimbo
paint paint paint, "there's a limit..."
EMOKID with the truck
and we trekked the next day after drinking so much the day before and we didnt roll down the mountain!

Learning tabs & chords of When you say nothing at all :)

-----

mello, dont tell me this is the season of ex-es

bonfire

2006-11-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

back from camp.
a good break from home.
i didnt miss home but i missed chilling out in Singapore.

Well, as the camp commandant.
it was a really good experience for me considering the number of times i screwed up and nearly got panic attacks, i really learnt alot. and some people couldnt prioritise work with personal issues which got me very disappointed when i had alot of respect with that particular someone.

it was pretty disappointing that the campers went with a slack attitude.
well, hopefully everyone had an awesome time because i did enjoy the company of my group.
we were totally wacked. laughing 24/7.
we laughed at:
- iddi being bimbotic
- glendon wanting to piss
- us nearly died during boat netting twice
- the ice cream truck
- the skit [we drank before our skit so we got high and won the skit] and the reward was a can
each for everyone of us, sponsored by mr loh.

we laughed at almost everything possible.

i guess the 3rd day of the camp was the best.

well, the camp obviously ended on a wrong note.
and i nearly died. yes, i felt so irresponsible & guilty.
anyway its over.
at the end i had to wrap things up and try to end the camp on a high
(which i dont think it did).

right now im down with my red eye, wounds cuts, ankle injury is back too.
thank goodness there's no work today.

went down for trg to give the sets and coach.
then headed down to suntec to see jud and ken.
going to spend the rest of the day watching laguna beach.

Special Thanks going out to Arvin Tang.
thank you for the guidance and the sos rescues.

Announcement to SportsXcel:
Pleas collect your free Pluck T-shirt from Loh.
Make appointment first.

of course somethings doesnt change when you return.
but, i just got a suprise phone call.

The wait for December

2006-11-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

5 good days away from home
It's not going to be nice and comfy
and you have to learn to put up with crap.
But at least its away from the house

What's with the whole talk and fights over "Pride".

rcyk

Misfit

2006-11-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mello.

Spent the whole day in bed because once i get up i'd feel my head is weightless.

When your brain is stale from the reality, you'll refresh it with the past.
Obviously only to kill yourself.

Perhaps, like what the rest have told me long ago,
its true.

Only time heals the wound.
That's untrue.

Time to find a new normal.

First Assignment

2006-11-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

IM DONE!
Finally done with my __________.
I wasn't nervous, i just wanted to get it over and done since i was suppose to do it in January but i forgot to make an appointment.
ANYWAY, ITS DONE!

its really an experience!
VAL, I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO LAUGH AT ME and GIGGLE!
hahaha.

HEH, Sean Ngggggggg, you can stoppppppppp making fun of me being compcardless.
Because by next month, ... ...
smack you arh.

ahhhh, next worry,
The Collection.

:S

Im a Happy Girl today :)

Anyway, CONGRATS TO VAL for graduating from High School!

bounce back

2006-11-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

thankyou shu, thankyou val.
thankyou all.

im not going to let myself drown in the quicksand.

im scared for tomorrow.
never thought i'll be doing it.
i wish val was here.

shards

2006-11-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

went to school after a tiring training to get the shirts.
it was so screwed up.
i spent 2 hours waiting for it.
sat on the track, lay down and i started to reflect on everything that's been happening.
from everything that i've given up to the point whereby im giving up on myself.
throughout the whole day, since the beginning of training till i got back home i repeated is40:31 countless of times, but i no longer feel that surge of wanting to get back on my feet.

besides its not going to help anymore ever since that fall.
not only have i hurt the ligament i have created this massive mental block in me.
i know i can never go far.
i'll always be second or far behind, out of line.

after i settled the shirts,
i took a stroll.
how nature used to calm my nerves, it no longer works.

im just bloody numb to everything's that's around me.
unless its visually potrayed.
now, everything thats of a visual expression seems to be turning against me.
but i no longer carry a "sue-me" attitude.
somehow i chose to not even intervene or retaliate.
just let it be.

now i just appreciate isolation.
so what if its not going to heal,
at least its timeout from the mess that im in.

im not going to engage in any form of communication unless necessary.

this calls a temporary hiatus for this blog.
---------
i miss the chapel of st nicks.
its just so serene.
and you know you're being watch with comforting arms.
you know you've got company.

The Value

2006-11-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

It took me years to know the meaning of Sacrifice.
Knowing the meaning and carry it out became 2 different things.
And yes, if a Sacrifice is made you wouldn't have to expect a reward.
Because Sacrifice is about losing something willingly.

At least im glad i didn't blow up like what i used to do years back.

Sometimes i wish i have a clear mind with assurance.
Now i lay myself to sleep with a heavy heart.
Nothing but doubts of my capabilities.

it's just the beginning

2006-11-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

we're back to where we were before.
i hope it isnt part of the norm.
dont let it be a constant cycle that you do to the rest.

For once im comfortable and not cringing.

ANYWAY,
mom's coming back home like later today.
that marks the end of my tragic days.
While she was away:

i wrecked her kitchen.

i stole one of the stainless steel container from the cupboard and played with wax! yeah, i had to wax that dumb styrofoam head so that when i want to remove clay it wont be that hard. but i guess i feel like giving up on paper pulp casting. its such a waste of time.

slept till the sunshine cooked my butt

for once! i can sleep till 11 plus plus because my phone doesnt ring at all! yeah, you kids must be thankful that you dont have a mom that is so busy at work yet she can ring your handphone continuously at the unearthly hour of 8am in the morning! [strangles whoever that invented the auto-redial button!]

having to live on 30 bucks for three days

yar, by the first day i spent a good 24 bucks on my art expenditures and groceries. and that's that! 24 bucks poof! anyway, today i spent zero dollars because SOMEONE wouldnt let me out of the house.

having to stay up till like 3 am and still cutting paper

hahaha. i've finished 2 papercuts! working on my third one now!

had a massive verbal war with you-know-whos

yar, obviously that scheming y-k-w always have to pick on me when my mom is not around. y-k-w SCREAMED at me for no good reason. like seriously? i was minding my own business. it was friday if i can remember correctly. i got screamed at because i was about to leave house to go to school. yes, keep scratching your head because i still cant figure out why did i get scream at. my goodness, im so confused.

The Holidays arent wicked man. Boring boring boring! Number one, i was suppose to go to TTP with yien yesterday or at least next friday for Chill Out Sessions but i dont know what happened to that kid. COME ON, where's our TTP-COS?! and thammatong, Bagpack Round Singapore better happen if not you, will, be, dead. Can't believe you actually forgot Brixton Mosh. Maybe if you want to give up one of your QAF days then YAR! auehfaiwhefauiwheifuwaheuifahweuifwaheuifwahe. im so annoyed with the two of you! hahaha. so irresponsible! esp tanyien! today then say you leaving for Perth on Friday. no wonder Rexed got abandon like that! LOUSY VOCALIST! What happened to our demo tapes man?

goodness, its 01:26

the house is seriously serene and i love it alot.

can't wait to live alone :)

paper magic

2006-11-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

breakfast was really nice this morning with hr.

crashed milli's house hoping to wake her up, but she was already awake.

okay, mrs neo thought i want to do paper cutbut the truth is, i want to do paper sculpture. i went for a last minute art friend shopping with the company of charris and sean. super losers.the three of us run around to hunt for the cutting mat. after half an hour one of the staff showed us where it was.it was all the time behind where we stood.

just finished making one (ugly) rose after one and a half hours of cutting and pasting.

my fingers are totally webbed by uhu glue.seriously very ugly.it looks like a stupid lotus.how how how?: (so tired, i'll continue doing it tomorrow.

im going to work on a humming bird.
tail and wings will be such a bliss to do but not the body and the head!

first hot date after 8 years of friendship

2006-11-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

had lunch at Jack's Place after training.
and ivan treat me to escargot in replacement of gelare.
(that kid owed me that meal since like CNY)
then we managed to brainwash eugene and glendon to join the four girls for pool.
obviously with an ulterior ulterior motive.

rushed down to City Hall to meet beloved Matong.
today, was, AWESOME!
bummed into Janice, and we told her abt TRV.
anyway, we got spooked quite a number of times.
we were like scaredy cats.
but i was really spooked by that particular work with inverted laptops and they showed dead faces, really felt like a cyber cemetry with the body exposed. favourite piece was definately the 20 dollar bill window cleaning (i think im putting up the video). then we headed to Armenian Church but the lights would only switch on after 730pm. National Musuem was beautiful. and there were quite a number that i really liked. SMU and then SAM.

walked so much! we managed to finish everything at a comfortable place and ended off with a cup of coffee. I WANT TO GO BACK TO TANGLIN CAMP! hahahaha.
"It's a Magical World."
Okay, im lying.
I want to go back because i want to watch and listen to the Glam Rock Hero Video - Fluorescent.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Managed to reach home to get changed for my grandmother's dinner!
yeah, im her Number One Fan.
i opened up the Menu.
omc! Lobster Bisque and escargot!
so all in all i had two servings of that today - Jack's Place & Garden's Grill.

hahaha, very dangerous!

well, i really enjoyed my day thoroughly!
wish it could be like that everyday.

can't wait to go backpacking round Singapore!

Breakfast tomorrow with HR! :)
__________________________
Taggies:

sammie; afterwards i get all the rats how?

milli; OEI, when are we going to run? train avenue 2 slope like the good old x-country days! want want want?

jud; hahaha, dont make me blush! :)

Coffee, Tea & Me

2006-11-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

JUDITH THE PAPARAZZI
I didn't even know she took a picture of me and i was looking at her. Like, since when?! Sneaky fingers. Its not my fault that im smiling right? I was at my all-time favourite tea-break place.

Tomorrow is my beloved granddddddmother's birthday dinner!
: ) she's so grand to me because she's so awesome.
she's the cutest grandmother in the universe! :)

I LOVE HER TO BITES AND PIECES!

P.S: Mr Low comment on my report that i am artistic, creative, cheerful and courteous. hahaha. courteous. i couldnt/cannot stop laughing. LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH. ROFL!

Clarity

2006-11-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

Most of our time is spent apart,
most of the year we're far.
Intense is the word that comes to mind,
whenever we're back together.

When I saw you from across the yard,
one look and you took my heart.
It's content being in it's place,
and it feels it's teathered.

And I don't know how you feel about that.
If you're sad if you're mad if you're glad.
But I do know the feeling of waiting and waiting and falling so slowly,
breaking your heart is like breaking a glass,
I get cut by the shards,
I get cut by the past so,
Please,
don't know,
but it's killing me.

2006-11-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

This was what i found at Gardens!
I opened the box, unfortunately, it was empty.

OP was today.
I think it was bad, but nevermind, its over!

I want Andy Warhol 2007 calendar

2006-11-04T12:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday was wicked!

Chinese A was like, i-think-im-going-to-be-dead.

Met up with HR for lunch and tried to fill up my wardrobe but obviously couldnt because the dear child was broke.

Rushed down to meet the art people for Singapore Biennale at Tanglin Camp.
Spook okay, its spooked!

We had some random Art Rafflesians as our guide. ( and i THINK i saw Yiwen. i thought i was the only freaked swimmer that takes Art) The works were okay. Not very mind-blowing or anything. I think the Hwa Chong girl could have won them hands down. I can't even pick a personal favourite. HA. (got to start working on A Level Coursework!) I guess its because majority of the works were Video Art and i never did like it.

I think i seriously need to start working on my Coursework, considering that im a fussy person and needs years to find what i like (other than knowing i DONT want to do a flat piece), i better start like today (yeah right, as if im THAT dilligent!) or something.

random :: Josh Groban's next installment is going to be out soon!

its the Mother of Big Shot's birthday today
Let's call up the family
get together
fake a joy
and we'll all live happily ever after

I thank God for O Level last year to save me from all these acting.
This year i have to play with my wits.
Oh Lord, teach me to be gracious and understanding.
Teach me to hold my tongue before the elder.
Calm my heart for I will not rage.
Amen.

Mrs Timberlake speaks

2006-11-01T23:06:00.001+08:00

today was a fade away day.
i spent the whole day in front of the TV.
TRL - Brixton - Laguna Beach - The Hills
couldnt find company because everyone was all out studying for, ahem, chinese.
like, HOW do you even study chinese?

that's what i call one lame holiday wasted.
OH CHINESE AND PW,
i cant wait to get you out of my face.

To my friends that have been bruised and battered by the meeting with vp/p. To the 4 of you. well, dont be dishearten. one more year to set a strong foundation. its not a sign of condemn but a sign of hope. Its a chance for you to come up stronger to face your Year Two work. and we'll always be there for you when you need help :) we'll brave the academic storm together!

To my 2 lucky friends on conditional promotion.
This is IT MAN. all out for the holidays!
no more fooling around like a goof next year.

Replies:
Nat; haha, why give up so easily? i thought you were a fighter?
Mello; who cares about that day man? hahaha, ok, i think i just PYOBT. haha.
Chuanli; you organise then we all go together and erm "admire" the kites.
Milli; main? no no no, it isnt like the huge ones on the steps between the two halls. it just take up the walls of one level.
Someone; whoever you are, ive already told my friends where's the kites, so yar.

2 months of vacation starts NOW

2006-11-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

yes, i may be slow.
but its not too late to rejoice!
NOVEMBER'S HERE!
awesomenistic

okay, if we could just look pass chinese and pw.
dont you think it'll be great?

brixton academy mosh
two more crucial shopping trips
uan shoot
~~some course we xcel people were conned to do~~
~~some convention we xcel people have to go~~
camp
internship

yes, for the past four bullets, we xcel people are going to get so SICK of each other please.

O11 arts appreciation (will it ever happen? haha)
val returns to Singapore
Christmas party I
Christmas party II
TRV
2007 countdown

ha, i was thissssss close to buy oc season 2. but i figured that i shouldnt because i know season 2 too well.

BRIXTON BRIXTON BRIXTON BRIXTON BRIXTON BRIXTON and the usual suspects.

Hallow II

2006-11-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

after dinner we headed down to hr's house and find emily.
we say ON the road like we own it.
every time we saw headlights shining we'll run to the side and after it pass, we'll return.
there was this particular car, that drove passed and stopped at the end of the road.
after awhile he drove passed again and wind down the window to say something and waved.
well we ignored.
we moved outside to the main road - Darling Avenue 2 to play.
and this car drove passed again.
goodness. after taking this photo, the car came AGAIN.
insane stalker.
after the fourth time we decided to go separate ways - hr's , em's, mine.

-// I'm sorry that I'm bad with words

Hallow I

2006-11-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

SARUMAN, begone!
Make way make way for the Phantom.

GOONESS PLEASE.
for ONCE everyone came before the actual time!
By 7 we were out of the house.
Yimei was pretty clever to bring along 3 rolls of toilet paper.
There was this house that opened the door and shouted "TRICK"
i was stunned. like what?
the lady went "TRICK"
i kept silent.
"Show me a trick"
i said WTH, in my mind i was saying "trick me, you fool"
but then the intelligent dark seducer (frankly speaking, what was yimei? haha) nudge me with a roll of toilet paper.
and i threw it into her house.
BUT.
i forgot to hold on to one end so the wholeeeeee roll went tumbling around her living room without making a mess.
oh well, but we did managed to get our sweets.
There was this house at the corner.
we were greeted by this mad doctor with dislocated hands which we had to shake.
Being the Phantom, i had my pretty white gloves on.
so i bravely shook it.
and the "doctor" wanted to touch my whole face with the hand
and i was playing along but she was kind to NOT do it.
OMG LA, THE BLOOD STAINS WERE MADE OF KETCHUP!URGH.
thank goodness.
there was this other house that did trick.
[but i prefered last year trick when i had to battle with a warewolf sliding out of the doorway]
you had to like stuff your hands into sticky crap and like green jelly all squashed.
not scarey but disgusting please.
so while the hostess was busy getting people get their hands sticky we used toilet paper to wrapped round the plants at the front of the house.

headed down the hill hoping to get more candies.
strangely, no one trick or treats there.
so we decided to head straight to Botak Jones without changing.
the two hot babes waited outside while The Phantom, Pirate and Witch went in to collect the Whoop-Ass fries.
geeesh, insanity please!
the place was packed and the people at the kitchen were stunned.
pretty funny.

my room became like that within an hour

The Last Samurai great battle with The One from up above
ha, yeah right.

my favourite photo.
i didnt do any alterations.
its just like that.

And my neighbourhood became hocus pocus too.
more photos later or something.
im beat.

oh yes, DEAR VALERIE.
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR TEES :)

Tag replies:
NAT; im not bullying you. im just, laughing :)
SAMMIE; thanks im still tired
MILLI; haha, you know you can always dump wellesleyaogajeijoaj, my dear sitar player

HA

2006-10-30T18:51:00.001+08:00

back from hr's house!
laughed like mad.
and yar, sammie was laughing at me because i was like an angmoh lost in china.

Dear Huiren,
:)

Tag replies:
VALERIE - haha, NUS? dont kid with me okay, okay, okay? because you're making me very excited! hahahaha.
MILLI - okay, we're officially dead, meat. HOW?
CHUAN, NAT, DT - enlighten her, dont so selfish!

hahaha, I JUST GOT MY KRZR!

MWAHA.

hallow halloween

2006-10-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

Totally burnt from trg!
so soreeeeeeee.
and i went for Oral Presentation!
haha, anyways.
after everything headed down to United Square to meet milli and sammie.
then we headed to Paragon to get Sammie's "Tiara" and Milli's fire hat while i was suppose to find my wig but it went out of stock! ) :
We headed down to the basement to get cotton wool and then Milli phone rang.
one, two, three seconds past and guess who popped out from the corner?
SHAUN WELLESLEY.
YAR! SAMMIE AND I WON THE LIGHTBULB AWARD thanks to the two of them.
hahaha.
WHINIEST COUPLE IN THE WORLD PLEASE.
aiyer!
next time when i plan their wedding i REALLY have to buy ear muffs!
SAMMIE, you better roger that!

anyways, im home now for a pitstop.

heading to huiren's house later!

i dont think im going to sleep tonight...

BTW, if you expect to see Saruman tomorrow, i suggest you can wait till the sky falls down tomorrow aight?

sugar high, for real!

2006-10-29T10:16:00.001+08:00

im happy because,
1. the old man's not home
2. today's my official LAST piano lesson
3. ...

HAHA, okay, the third one is because my brother and i ganged up to vote against our grandmother. okay, nottt exactly vote against but nvm. haha, im rooting for Joseph Francis! hahaha. so people! keep clicking http://www.seniorcitizensawards.com/vote/linktracker.asp?vid=AS1 my brother and i had a fun time Alt+D, Ctrl+V, Alt+D, Ctrl+V, Alt+D, Ctrl+V, Alt+D, Ctrl+V and it goes on and on and on while my mother stood next to us laughing away chanting "you musnt let your father know". hahaha. im not suprise if the press flash Joseph Francis as the winner! CHEERS TO HIM! hahahahahaha. i dont think grandmama can sue me for clicking Alt+D, Ctrl+V :) hahaha. even if she does, let the judge laugh it off.

what now?

2006-10-29T10:16:00.000+08:00

valllllll, buy that car!

hahahaha.

anyways, rehearsal was like, "huh?"

3 more days!
and i haven't get anything done.
uh-oh.

and like 2 and a half weeks to uan shoot.
im dead, thankyou. thankyou. thankyou.

Tagline: DPMOBT! (go figure)

2006-10-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

Blogger is throwing a big fuss!
This was supposed to be up yesterday. Ha.

Today was my first official swim training with the school after 5 months of honeymoon.The sets were easy, except 5 by 400IM.I DIED okay.After that set, my left ankle injury came back.Dont forget, my whole body's already aching from gym!Right now, my left should injury is back again, CLICKING!

Headed down to Queensway to settle the camp tee and also collect my SpaceShield!

Headed down to Vivo.
Impressively big.
Shopping Haven, i can assure the world.
i bought my Candy Digital.
OKAY, IM VERY HAPPY WITH MY BLACK ONE OKAY! AND I MEAN IT WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! :D
so people, donnnnnnnnnnnt rub it in.haha, and FINALLY, i found a bag that i heart! :D
at first i had my eyes on the brown and orange skinny one that i saw at topshop and later at queensway. but at Vivo i saw the perfect one. BIGGER! i went insanely gaga over it!Anyway, we played at the water feature area. FUN!

Today:
it started of really bad.
it was seriously all about the Fight of Faith.
i seriously dont know how long im going to last.
i just whispered "Lord, forgive me, i don't know what im doing."
sigh.

nvm.

went to check out my phone.
i still dont know if i should get a krzr or a dopod.
oh well, i'll just get a krzr because its small.

went to check out the kites at esplanade.
beautiful i must say.
i love all the royal purple kites.
really really beautiful.
people! go check out the kites okay?
it will be up in esplanade till 7th Jan 2007.
This is one of my Greatest Acheivement.
Christine, im proud of you too!
and am glad i partnered you to do the kites!

Well, momsie's wanted to go to Vivo so i accompanied her since she had no objection to my krzr. which was pretty astonishing for me. well, headed in to adidas again to check out THE bag. haha.
salivated like a mile.

ANYWAY,
my grandmother (the old man's mother) is on newspaper for this lala senior citizen award thing.
goodness. seriously people, i say DONT vote please. thank you. i dont want to go over to her house ever Sunday afternoon with this i-am-the-almighty-one atmosphere suffocating me. i'll choke, die, and rot for eternity. Besides, she was NEVER good to my mother, i dont see why her oh-so-pretty facade should be rewarded. I told you this family is superficial. How much they value what other people see of them. What happens behind closed doors, no one knows. Oh well, i guess im the by product from all this drama and cover-ups.

OH WELL,
this house is making me sick.

Look at the time!
TIME FOR REHEARSAL!
IM OFF!!!

last day

2006-10-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday we had dinner at Gardens.
and yes if you managed to guess it right.

thanks nat for the treat.

5 more days!
where's my staff?

hah.

dear all,
cheer up :)

awakening

2006-10-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

haha, i didnt try making the staff.
maybe another day.
but i did try drawing it. goodness.

anyways,
i finally did gym today!
im weak!

headed to town with shu to look for something.
felt like a old grand aunty hunting a present for her 3 year old nephew,
and managed to select a perfect toy for the "3 year old" boy.
that kiddo better like it!
bought ANOTHER top.

hahaha.

Rehearsal in 30 minutes time!
Can't wait! :D

the rise of laughing saruman

2006-10-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

HAHA, CRAP!
IM HAVING INSOMNIA JUST BECAUSE OF THAT STAFF!
I THINK IM EXTREMELY NONSENSICAL!

MATONG, STOP ROLLING YOUR EYES!
MILLI, YOU'LL EMPATHISE WITH ME SOONER OR LATER!

hahaha.

Saruman Hybrid. Gandulf, beware!

2006-10-22T21:36:00.001+08:00

hahaha, mock staff making tomorrow morning during chem free period using butcher paper!
haha, goodness, cheap thrill me!
i think if mr heng or mrs neo sees whatever im doing, they'll fall off their roller chairs.
hahaha, SERIOUSLY!
hahaha, i cant believe i thought of this nonsense!
hahaha, i cant stop laughing!
MWAHAHAHAHA.

GANDALF, beware!

The Prestige

2006-10-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my fingers went out of control.
i spent 450+++ bucks.
haha.

i ordered my shades.
in the afternoon i was suppose to go for cell, but my mom kidnapped me. she said that she wanted to get me stuff (out of the blue). so i happily busted her atm card because i was pretty angry for all the shit i've gone through during the week.

met the rest & mrs neo for dinner and we caught prestige.
AWESOME SHOW, thankyou!
best ive seen.
seriously. everyone should go watch it.

yeah, i just got back from piano lesson after a gazillion lightyears.
i think she knows i want to quit. but oh well.
i have to wait for the dingadongadingbat to say okay.
she'll definately go ballistic or something.

let's drop the issue.

TR ALERT!
TRV is on!
GET READY TO MOSH!
somewhere in december.
10th November > pre-TRV
Tham Matong, after your OP, we're going to Brixton Academy on the first flight out!
OSHAY SHAY SHAY!

*Note: watch out for 9 sexy kites flying in the Esplanade!

shot down like a dead bird

2006-10-20T22:00:00.001+08:00

i have officially given up my dreams for piano.
i've decided to completely withdraw.
so im just going to be a leisure pianist.
and let dust grow on my piano.

one dream down.
how many more to go?

im a big fat disappointment.

you're still the same, but finer.

2006-10-19T21:43:00.001+08:00

rcyk,
i dont know.

waiting

2006-10-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

thank you matong.
thank you hr.

i really dont know what to do with myself.

for now, im going to enjoy my holiday.
moshing & trigger.
i need my social life back!

COME ONE,
STEFANIE THAM XIU JIE
SET A DAY FOR BRIXTON ACADEMY!

batik, is sexyback!

2006-10-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

the five of us went back to school to do batik.
we own the school please.
we can scream out loud and no one will ask us to shut up.

we spent one and a half hours trying to find the heater only to find that it's not in school but at joscelyn's house.
HAH, but dear christine who overslept went down to get it for us.
rushed through like a maddog and i had to rushed down to Bras Basah half way just to get big fat trunky rice paper from some funny chinese calligraphy shop. i was so scared, i didnt know if i were to speak in chinese or what. thank goodness the lady spoke english if not i'll just burn all those paper of hers. HA.

cabbed back in a record time of 50 mins.

continued to do until we went so crazy.

WHEE.

Christine and I are done with 2 small kites.
left one to touch up.
one to colour.
and one to start doing.

Thankyou szesze, siru and christopher for helping!

walk by

2006-10-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

back from rehearsal!

Sailing was seriously fun!
jon taught mello and i how to sail.
then after we both learnt.
mello and i sailed together!
haha. very funny!
we're actually okay, just that when im the helmsman i tag without putting my tiller extension and jib sheet behind me then i'll get myself entangled and crap.
for mello, when she's the helmsman and when she say 'tag' she lags. the boom swings and i've already shifted but she'll still have yet to move. haha. but not bad, we capsized only thrice when others capsized like 4 times.
ha, i enjoy getting capsized!

after everything we went over to check out on the kayak people.

then we had a mini 05/06 dinner.

after dinner i cabbed down for rehearsal.
haha, at first it went quite terrible.
but after awhile we got a hang of it and started to go crazy!
haha.

you remind me of my best friend,
of how she used to scarred herself just to release that inner pain.
why is this happening to you too?

2006-10-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

i thought we'll never meet again.

THE WORLD IS SERIOUSLY SMALL LIKE I DONT KNOW WHAT OKAY.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

doooooont do anything stupid please.

oohlala

2006-10-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

pw meeting in the morning was a total waste of time.
we really didnt do anything.

guitar rehearsal was cancelled.
at this rate, im really really scared for the both of us if we fail to deliver!

anyway, met up with mello for an awesome combing session of the malls.
we walked into outfitter THRICE and finally managed to get something.
hahaha. i want to shop again.

and i ACTUALLY bought a storybook.
i think my last one was order of the phoenix.

Rockin' Brixton

2006-10-11T01:56:00.000+08:00

10 minutes and 11 seconds into London Brixton Academy and im DYING!
hahahahahaha.
Chant with me, TRV, chant with me, TRV.
hahahahaha.

haha, MATONG, i suddenly thought of that time we told Novelyn to go do a "Solo Mosh". im having these stupid vivid images of her throw herself against the four walls and out of the "restricted" carpeted zone.

Goodbye promos!

2006-10-11T01:23:00.000+08:00

haha, art was like totally haha.
people smoke cigerette, i smoke cigar!
seriously! it'll be interesting to see mrs neo's comment!
AIYA, hello 05/07.

hello hello hello!
it was a girls night out
(because the boys were doing i-dont-wish-to-know-what).
i like that bag i saw at citilink!
but, i really think sooner or later its going to be like my Fred Perry bag.
Patience is a virtue!
i'll wait and wait for a design that strikes me.

haha, im really estatic!
now promos are over im all out to party!
the shops were playing tracks that makes you want to move.
haha, nvm!
31st October! Blackout part 3 okay!
you people better be decked in your costumes if not i'll get huiren to throw you into the pool.

planning in progress.

AND, DEAR THAM MATONG AND TAN YIEN,
can someone else host TRV?
my basement needs some rest from all the moshing for the past four TR sessions!
do you want to know that all the black marks left on the walls are left by you people slamming each other against the wall! hahaha. come to me only after you have tried everyone's house. i request to handover the "hosting-ship" to Tammy Iype Thomas.
btw, what happen to our Brixton Academy mosh?

oh man, Brixton!
im going to watch it now! hahah.

Tele tele

2006-10-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

im hooked onto TFG
its hilarious!

anyways, people dont worry, its just my left hand, not very important.
the only thing about it is i cant really play the piano and practise for open mic.
btw, did you know its pretty tricky to cook with only one hand?
and i think i should stick to Italian instead of trying Chinese.
im definately better with pasta.

in 26 hours time i'll be totally free.
then i wouldnt need to be at home to face that fella who is forever wallowing in self-pity. worse than duke Orsino and Olivia of 12th Night. goodness!

Now, computing people can happily game their lifes away for the rest of the year. Well, all you chemists, dont worry! you guys will be free soon! YAY. Promos are really coming to an end. Time to pop the champagne. WHEEE.

By the way,
i must rub it in.
michael schumacher lost! hahaha.
WHEE.Goodbye you scarlet thing.

Back to my Law & Order: SVU marathon!

after that, finish up my Art notes mess.

and spend the rest of the night relaxing,
so that i can write with an aesthetic flare tomorrow!

WHEE. B & J to end off the night.

AWESOME.

ouch, i think.

2006-10-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

i couldnt take the pain so i went to see the doc.
lovely isnt it?
now i have a bao on my palm.
awesomeness.

ps: Good Luck to the computing geeks for tomorrow's paper!
see, im so nice.

memorex please

2006-10-08T11:15:00.003+08:00

i conveniently forgot to study Montien Boonma and Dede Eri Supria. and everyone's telling me that Rene Magritte's going to come on. but i really cant rationalise what are the stones doing up in the sky and his other terribly surreal works. it just kills! gah, LAST PAPER and why does it have to be SOVA?

nvm, i'll TRY.

argh, i cant bend my fingers?!?! its so uncomfortable and stiff!

so you think you can draw ?

2006-10-08T11:15:00.001+08:00

This is a Public Invitation to all that are interested.
Be it a TJCian or a Non-TJCian.
You are cordially invited to view the Year Two's Coursework exhibition on the 13th of October, Friday, at 7pm.

im still alive.
but i still cannot bend my fingers.
so i cant rehearse for open mike.

i spent my afternoon studying on the day bed.
now my brain is totally fried by both the sun and my notes.
its pretty hard to study art because they are always using bombastic words.
but once you comprehend the text you'll see how beautiful it is.
expression flows like water.
goodness!
i love it!

infinite

2006-10-08T11:15:00.000+08:00

my left hand hurts because i stupidly smash it out of anger,
so no piano today for that stupid act.

now, the sight of ______ irks me.

im not going to let it affect my promos.

i shall force myself to:
- finish up my Jackson Pollock research
- research on the definations
- do hardcore memory work

TODAY'S GOING TO BE A BETTER DAY!
because i said so.
LOL.
_____________________________________

Tag replies:

zt - okay, seriously, that hypocrite can go ahead and taint my reputation, because his friends are not my friends. like seriously? but for him to tell your father what-nots is definately his way of battling. but im not going to stoop to his level. you know, the hypocrite's playing games like 5 year olds. hahaha.

mello - hahaha, 14-15 years old tsk. that's when you get your first BIG heartbreaker. haha. mello, we've gone pass that age. hahaahaha.

kaiyi - its not 2nd hand shops! they have quite a number of shops with interesting layouts. its nice to see.

Tourists III

2006-10-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

today was a really long and fun day.
we acted as if promos were over.
bugis - haji lane - arab street - kampong glam - sungei road- little india
haha, we were like tourists!
pooled at parkway,and us being really unsatisfied that we didnt buy much managed to pick a little item for ourselves.

headed to Junjun's house for bbq!
thankyou Junjun!

great day today!

okay, msn confusion is back on fire.
this is how it always start.

matong takes me display nick
i'll change my font color and type to match matong's
yien, the fool, will find trouble and add us together and ask what's wrong with us
yien, the fool, will then change font color and type to match ours
and then we wait for Cheryl "Shirley - the Horse that bathes in gold" to come online
we verbal attack each other by impersonating the opposition
war breaks out!

YEOW! okay, im going back to fight the war. holla.

The Long Rant

2006-10-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

i like this photo :)
2 people missing, kim and valerie!
december!
hello people, please remember 31st October 2006.
and what happened to our Musical? haha.
see you punks soon!

okay, mathematics was a MrFr.

moving on with life.

tomorrow's going to be an AWESOME break from studies.
finally going back to haji-india.
man, im totally hyped!

okay, im going to be really nice to Judith since she's been awfully nice to me. so im going to do her quiz to make her happy. here goes.

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers.
Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged.
If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.
1. God loving
2. sporty
3. aesthetic
4. a fan of moshpits (HAHAHAHAHA)
5. make me happy
6. oh-so-loving
7. trustworthy
8. haha, and wears stripe polo tees (right jud?)

okay, this is going to be a really long entry, because i seriously detest studying.
(although i have an art paper left, but i'll read that during the weekends)

things to get:
1. stuff for UAN shoot
2. THAT adidas sunglasses that jud and i have been eyeing on
3. a new bag
4. takamine (i think after christmas or something, depends on my mood)

things to look forward to:
1. shop (like duh)
2. alfresco food spree
3. UAN
4. train with amelia y dizon (yes, we're going to conquer those hills)
5. SB
6. 31st october!
7. plan for Student Leadership Camp -.-
8. revamp Esplanade Project
9. Val returns!
10.Christmas
11. ZT returns (for 2 years) ! haha, NS.
12. gig hopping
13. Fulford internship!
14. many other SUPER DUPER ADVENTURES!

talking abt esplanade project.
the new designs for the kite have been generated!
OH CHRISTINE!
TIME TO SWAY WITH ME! (:
i kind of miss those days,
oh, dont worry!
it's going to be back soon!
~~mrs neo said after it is done being displayed at Esplanade, she'll put it in the school Library!~~
ah, dont want to get our hopes too high.
CHRISTINE!
I HOPE WE DONT MESS UP THESE KITES!
I WANT THEM TO BE PERFECT.
steady hands, patient heart and an alert mind, that's all we can possibly ask for.

sigh, this week has been really great.
why must Math be such a letdown.

well, i believe tomorrow will be a better day :)

Bless me with Math Knowledge

2006-10-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

i think this morning i was so scared that by the time econs test was over my concentration level hit negative.

math tomorrow.
i want to make myself proud, but how?
Lady Luck better be awake tomorrow!
i hope Math will not be a killer.
i need Math.

i hear the wedding bells ringing!

Proverbs 3:5-6

2006-10-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

okay, this is it.
my memory's failing me.
im lost.
i think im scared now.

I place myself before You for You are the way, the truth and the light.
Teach me to listen to my heart.
Guide me.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

and lean not on your own understanding;

In all your ways acknowledge Him,

and He shall direct your path."

Brighter Than Sunshine

2006-10-02T20:52:00.001+08:00

merry christmas!
it's tuesday!
no paper!

i have finally, FINALLY, understood SMC,SMB,PMC,PMB!
finally understood the diagrams of those jumbled lines.
finally understood why consumer and producer surplus must be "full".
it took me like 4 months to understand!
i know, cant help it, im dumb.

haha, time to stock up on my memory pills.
ive been forgetting to take them until all three bottles are expired!

i pray that i'll get a good grade for GP (but the paper was pretty tricky), so that i can run and crash into VJPEDEPT and waveeeee my GP results in front of mrgohengchai. make sure he SWALLOW BACK those nasty words and rubbish theory that he regergitated at me. YEOW! and tell him "your darling leonardlimchinboon got only a C for his GP, and not an A. Astounding english? you sure you sure?" gosh. nvm, working hard towards A Level's GP.

i, shall, move on with life!

INFLATION! here i come!

[yeah yeah, im totally losing my sanity.]

Promotional Exams are the New Cool

2006-10-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

first day of promos!
haha, felt like a normal day.
it didnt exactly started well but physics paper made me laugh so much.
each time i flipped the page i go "i so do not regret"
haha :)
oh well, cant help it, im very selective when it comes to studying.

yes, weird day today again.

yeah jud,
isaiah 40:31

shu be happy okay!
dont lose the glowwwww.

and thankyou dajie for the Caramel Frappachinoooo.
dont say i didnt thankyou.

yay, its going to be tuesday tomorrow!

The Rush

2006-09-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

yesterday, i was home alone.
why? i figured those 3 donkeys trotted to the Lam's Family house for a gathering with the PA people. thanks for not telling me. but thank goodness fcy wasnt there. because if fcy or julia was there and i wasn't i would have screamed at them for being so selfish. [its a pity one family was missing.] gosh. i cant believe they did this to me. i believe they were [as usual] verbally putting me down in front of everyone, hanging that ear to ear grin. of course without my presence it would make it easier and more natural without dropping and blank brackets for them to fill it in. just have a good old time, having verbal diarrhoea. thanks alot. thanks.

well, anyway i had a jolly good time last night with milli

valerie! im so proud of you! hahaha.
220 days and going strong!
jeff so deserves a treat of 2 days worth of good food from sammie and i.
how did he manage to tolerate your nonsense?
all those unpredictable sudden outburst and what have you
hahaha. amazing! haha.

12 hours to the start of promos!
can't wait for it to come.
physics stink!
gp allows me to rant.
econs is like abit risky.
math is unpredictable.
art twists my brain.
oh Promos, you preppy crap.
let's see who will be the Queen that rules.
Promos, just go eat my dust!

Hey There Dizon

2006-09-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

amelia y dizon, i love us.
i thought i would never be able to do this.
but we did it!

can't wait for Thursday night.
yes, im not going to be a nitwit to wait for next next Tuesday to play.
im going to have a big break before i go all out on friday saturday sunday and monday for art!

Exciting!

The Phoenix

2006-09-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

NFG's new album is out!

The revival of good old 2003 days (partially). Not to forget GC's 4th installment coming out in year 2007! new sound bites! That's what i called rising phoenix of the music industry.

2006-09-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

julia marie duclos
one of the best childhood friends i have!
ever so scandalous.
tsk tsk.
hahaha.
aoeijfaowiejaowjfaowjeawjeofaiwjfaiojj.

i think she knows my social life insideout!

i dont care.
im going to spend the rest of my life digging out those childhood secrets that she's been trying to hide from me.
HA HA HA.
JWW.

2006-09-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

dear clique,
i know you miss me.
LOL. kidding.

my eyes are still not white.
i hope it will be normal by monday!

from an optimistic point of view:
i found bagels!
like bagels at the supermart!
im thrilled!
can't wait for tomorrow's breakfast.
Nice toasted bagel with strawberry cheese spread
and a cup of hot brewing caramel latte!
Coffee-beaning under my roof!

EXCITING!

10 more days to redeem my freedom!

ANOINT ME WITH KNOWLEDGE AND THE HEART TO UNDERSTAND.
AMEN!

okay, the Queen needs to rest. haha.

2006-09-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

laughed like a goon today with judith.
and today was a pretty odd day.
bumped into you-know-who like 126386238162863 today.
only jud knows.
weird huh?

the haze killed my eyes.
small boy told me that my cornea where red, but i couldnt be bothered to do anything to it.
now, im suffering.

i have a guardian that doesn't know how to be a guardian "i'm not making your life tough" yeah right. if you dont call those threats, than do you suggest that those were "gentle" reminders?

my mum disbelieves that i've been practising my math
my brother will never stop bragging about his Golden Years
that old man still think he's the king in pampers
this household is just simply a junkyard to me.

3 days to promos.
im not stressed. or is it im too good at covering it up?
once the holidays come, im going to nail it down, and make use of every second i have at hand.
but im quite sure im better prepared than jcts (physics, boo you)

to the my friend who is very stressed.
Dear friend,
i saw you tear today.
i've gone through that.
well kiddo, my only advice to you is persevere and have faith.
don't give up on yourself.
the time you spend worrying can be used for revision.
Yours Truly.

yeah, people do change.

2006-09-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

there are just some certain people that you keep coming back to.
fuel hopes and confidence.

remember back when seasons don't change
late December winds bringing pain, back to me
and i've been closing these doors for days
and the sky is fallin down on my grave

rcyk.

2006-09-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

lunch yesterday with the girls plus jon lauw and shaun weasley (huiren say is wellsey, milli, tell us who's right!)

ate so much fries!
cheese fries, chilli fries, normal fries.
fries!

im always proud of myself whenever i survive mondays.
and i did it today!

pss, i hate superficial people (:
yeah, i used the word hate.
sue me.

2006-09-24T10:53:00.000+08:00

FAVOURITE MOMENTS OF TRIII PREPARATION

Taking a slide down the stairs on a mattress.

Blowing 100 balloons to make the moshpit a little tricky for moshing. Trip fall trip fall trip.

Plus the mothership balloon that trigger off the screaming alarm and it killed many innocent victims by bouncing back at them.

[where's the picture of Christmas lights dancing to Britney's Toxic?]

Creating Cheryl's very own Disney-gone-wrong.

2006-09-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

i love to do research! although its very tiring.
Marcel Duchamp, you sick old man!
now i know why the Year Twos are so "expressive"
hahaha. okay, i've driven myself nuts!
lol. combed the whole Modern Art section in search of Damien Hirst, couldnt find him until i was looking for Duane Hanson, Hirst just kept popping out and Hanson was hidding. i hate it when that happens.

I had to carry like super big trunky books. haha.
my arms are aching now.

thank goodness there's christine and siru to do the research too.
if i were to do all the artist alone, i'd go brain dead.
thanks!

Marcel Duchamp, Damien Hirst, Piet Mondrian, YOU ARE MINE!

8 main artists + 15 contrasting artists
HAHA, squeeze all these in 2 weeks.
my brains going to be a powerhouse dude!
short term memory - scram please.

meeting the -ahem- Ocean's Eleven tomorrow.
haha, okay, i know you people love to whisper!
whisper whisper whisper ~~eight~~ eleven.

2006-09-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

seriously, home is like a piece of crap (fullstop)

anyway. i got my internship at Fulford. hahaha.
YESH!
i hope i get to meet really cool people!
Lexus cup, lexus cup, or something like that please?
ehhey! an internship = working = out of somewhere called "home"
yeah?

after promos:
#01. shop
#02. shop
#03. shop
#04. run before i die in the pool

why do i study?
i want people to get it right.
number 1, i do it for myself.
number 2, i just am doing it for myself.
number 3, i will study hard, and move out of here by 28.

mark those words of mine!

im going to surrender myself to the bed.

10 more days,
i ~~think i~~ can do it!

2006-09-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to my favourite twins in this world.

will someone give me the defination of family and trust.

When a parent claims himself/herself to be a great parent, its a lie.
Other's perceptions of you being a great parent is also a superficial statement.
But the statement that holds true meaning and value is when your own child says to you
"you are the best parent in this world"

ha, you are so not going to hear that in this household as long as i live.

dream long long.

thanks jon, thanks shu.

and to that particular tutor who distrust me thrice and more to come.
ditto to you.
you should have saved ME the trouble, and YOURS by not signing the contract.

for now, promos.

Oh Lord, save me.
Let the weariness fade.
Have i mentioned that living in this family is very tiring?
:) yeahhhhh. valerie tan, you better keep your promise.

2006-09-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

happy birthday chuanli, grow up okay? dont be like those two that are not 17 yet (natalia, dont worry, it isnt you (:) im so tired. i hope to get ESPN! ESPN ESPN ESPN ESPN!

FulFord, i dont mind! i saw, their clients are like : Leonard Drake, ESPN, Adidas, CapitaLand etc. and and, they're projects consist of Lexus Cup 2005 - Ladies Golf Tournament, 117th International Olympic Committee (IOC) Session, Standard Chartered Sevens Singapore 2006.... jawdropper! hahaha.

okay, im fine with both actually.
what i know ESPN is super near to home!
and GARDENS!

ESPN ESPN ESPN!

hahaha, stop it rachel!

jam packed holiday!

I SMELL THE HOLIDAYS! YUM YUM !

2006-09-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
to my beloved
SAMANTHA SHING!!

WE PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER!

hope you had a blast today!

2006-09-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

val:
1. val, hurry come back, i want you to drive me. okay, maybe not drive.
2. i challenge you to gain 20 kg. haha.
3. rose pink, because of you rosey cheeks!
4. i like you, because you're my girlie! and like, i've known you for more than half of my life!
5. that was so long ago!
6. hippo!
7. will you buy me a pool house?

milli:
1. my mum said you and mandi look very different
2. i challenge you to erm, marry josh groban
3. blue, blue house!
4. i like your voice, but not the whiney baby voice.
5. TWINS!
6. no animal
7. hello?

emily:
1. who's the 130 boy?
2. i challenge you to eat 1 kg of meat
3. blue
4. i like your skininess.
5. so skinny!
6. no animal
7. who's the 130 boy?

TODAY IS/WAS A GOOD DAY!

it started off with pw which was like really funny.
hush.

okay, the exciting part begins here!

headed down to uan, finally the Avalon looks well furnished!
the leather chairs were so nice to sit in.
so i finally settled everything!
got my DreamCard.
and and and and and, the UAN PORTFOLIO!
( :
im really really very hyped and excited about it!
but definately promos come first!
after promos, im going to sleep well, eat well, and drink lots of plain water.
then go shopping.
YES. VALERIE! i wish you will be here to see me through this, unfortunately not!
MISS CHEAH HUIREN, you better be honoured that i asked you to come with me!
YES! FINALLY, i see my a compcard coming soon!

headed down to hr's house to prepare for sammie's suprise.
toasted the chicken, they taste nice! but obviously not with butterhead lettuce.
anyway, stelli did a GREAT job!
i was so happy to see everyone!
SAMMIE! you lucky girl!
3 very different groups of friends put under one roof for your birthday.
that's like, the best gift in the world!
*hint hint*
how envious!
haha, the party was so fun!
haven't laughed so hard in my laugh for a long time.
and all ten of us were there!
( : yay! can't wait for the next sunday to come!

photos tomorrow!

PS:
CHEAH HUI REN
SAMANTHA SHING WANSUN
VALERIE TAN SHU YING
can the three of you stupid locking me up in the closet to rot like a skeleton?!
stop hiding things from me!
im always the LAST to know.
not first, not second, but last!
and whenever i find out things,
i'll find out with the masses.
NOT FAIR!
i protest!
you guys cant keep doing this to meeeeeeeeeee.
i do exist you know!
you guys broke my heart man.
< /3
ouch okay! :(

2006-09-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

As requested:

huiren:

1. boys stink, throw rocks at them!

2. i challenge you to not eat sweets for a month

3. pink, because you're so pink.

4. i like you because i can always hide out at your house and pour my sorrows out. haha.

5. "ava..." - dont roll your eyes.

6. flamingo, so flex! dont say you're not!

7. huiren, will you marry me?

school ended on a terrible note.
i can't believe 3 tutors have accused me of faking.
im sure i can fake a cornea inflammation.
im sure i'll be an idiot to make my eye red and tear.
im sure i'll spend $600++ on fake medical bills.
im sure im sure and im so sure.

obviously, im not going to let the darkness of school drama overshadow my long anticipated weekend.

met mum at Wheelock for a good dinner. brought her to my favourite dining place and she loved the food! she was so happy that she went ballooney. i wanted to go home but she insisted that i should buy a pair of shoes. i told her the shoes that i really want is only avalaible at adicolor outlet, but she insisted that i must must get a pair tonight. and that she'll pay for both my shoes. so i went to get a pair of sneakers to replace my pathetic canvas shoes. bought the double-tongue! then she saw my favourite slip-on Vans' shoes she told me to get it, (hey, at least my mum knows what's my favourite shoe model, unlike someone who acts like he knows me so well and brags about nothing but the air.) but i said no, partly i really wanted to go home, and number 2, they didnt have my black white diamond boxes.

i cant believe it! she actually wanted to buy me 3 shoes within one night!
see what amazing food does to the stomach and the brain?

well! major stocking on shoes!
means, hardcore moshing!
THAM MATONG & TAN YIEN,
WHERE ARE YOU?

2006-09-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

Sarah Leow Ying An.

She was our mother. She fought for girls rights in our class for the first three months. OH SARAH, why must you go? Even when she's not in our class anymore, she cared about us! now, she's going to be a child care teacher while waiting to go to poly next year. i miss her!

2006-09-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

This was from Judith Sim Minxin.

rae:
1. you havent gotten ur hair french braided by me yet!!
2. i challenge you to go up to oakleys and say hi. muaha.
3. orange? coz ur adidas bag is orange. and my chem file is orange. =)
4. i like how we can talk abt sports camp and get high. HOoooo!!
5. your an ij girl. hurhur.
6. camel. its the h20 baby.
7. so when are you going to go on a mission trip?? haha.
_________________________________________
Tag me if you wish and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours. HAHAHAH.

jud:
1. falala, why you so emo today? you can french braid my hair anytime.
2. i challenge you to go up to your t___s ec and say hello too!
3. purpleeeee
4. i like it when you eat alot. and you help keep me sane during sportsXcel meetings.
5. you had like super small face and that PRCS ribbon! haha.
6. cheetah, RUN SO FAST!
7. when are we going to celebrate christmas together? haha.

shu:
1. salute to commando shu!
2. i challenge you to be on Forbe's cover page
3. white because of your white hairband that i was took.
4. your smile makes me happy!
5. "eh? another ij girl! yesssss!"
6. wild animal. so horny!
7. how many hours have so slept in total this week?

nat:
1. i didn't do graphs but i managed to finish functions! today the class didnt really have any violence.
2. i challenge you to outrun jinxy!
3. pink, your pink cat pencil case.
4. your words of encouragement!
5. so friendly!
6. hammy
7. hurry come to schooool, okay?

sammie:
1. sammie sammie, congrats, you're turning 17 soon, UNLIKE SOMEONE.
2. i challenge you to do math for 24 hours without break
3. pink, i dont know!
4. because you + girlies + soup effect = HAVOC!
5. that was like in p2! how to remember?
6. dog, owner of trixie and max!
7. hello, after promos can i book you?

melody:
1. mello, take care!
2. i challenge you to sit next to ken for every single lecture that you two are in.
3. red because of your jacket
4. you are always saving me when i get into trouble/ emo moods.
5. "eh, she look unique"
6. cat
7. have you taken your medication?

ken:
1. eh! we forgot to swap back our watches!
2. i challenge you to sit next to melody for every single lecture that you two are in.
3. orange because i really really like that strap on your bag.
4. i like to pinch your cheeks!
5. that i-am-trying-to-act-goodboy-look-but-cannot-make-it!
6. starfish
7. when will you grow up?

jon:
1. thank you for not bullying/abusing me today.
2. i challenge you to turn on your hip radar and walk around school and be king of physics.
3. brown, your bag!
4. i like it when you put seasoning into joshua's water bottle.
5. so ah beng sIaHxXzXzx.
6. monkey, even you shake like monkey la. dance like monkey.
7. call me jie jie rachel forever okay? okay!

chuan li:
1. ufoooo!
2. i challenge you to be NOT lame for one month.
3. colourless
4. i like that you're always trying to win you-know-who in academics.
5. why so skinny?
6. monkey also. but the skinny monkey.
7. will you stop being lame?

2006-09-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

:: pray for strength, determination & faith

im determined to push myself to do either graphs or functions before i sleep tonight.

i must. if i dont do it, im going to get retained for sure.

__________________________

You stood before creation

eternity within Your hand

You spoke all life into motion

my soul now to stand

2006-09-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

The Rocking Awesome Xcel Scholars.
yeah, you've read it right.
We're Scholars in our very own special way.
Just us and the photo is really really nice.
Unlike this photo.
I wonder why.
Sadly they printing this ugly photo for the invitation cards. yucks. hahaha.

anyway, no school for me today.
headache due to my stupid eyes.
stole a little sleep here and there.

2006-09-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

First school day of term 4.

physics-
no comments.

im starting to enjoy GP lessons.
but not with the excessive crappiness.
frankly speaking,
there is a fine line drawn between a class clown and a class irritant.

econs was ho ho ho!
can't do! like, seriously?
my mind was thinking like a hurricane.
just tried to extract points from here and there piecing them together which obviously made no substantial stand/sense.
pathetic.

math,
did i say the key to surviving math tutorials is to do your tutorials.
he treats you much better when you do your tutorials.
even if you do make mistakes on the board and he rolls his eyes at you, just laugh about it.
dont take it to heart and you'll take math as a breezer.
(unfortunately, not bacardi)

scrambled off to meet the rocking-awesome-xcel people.
come on. we are rocking awesome.
uh huh uh huh.
we had phototaking today for the invitation cards for the DSA 2007 people.
and boy oh boy we sure put a capital A into the word 'awesome'.
hilarious.

guess who was having extra trg? tsk.

went back to the art room to find that mrs neo gave us early dismissal to go to Haagen dazs to celebrate Christopher's new title "The Most Promising Youth Artist". i tell you, his works are, sigh, flawless. he is so merticulous. he has the patience to paint an area of only 10cm by 10cm for one hour. if i were him, i'll be splattering pig's blood all over my work. chop chop, get it done and over with ASAP. we had such a spread. chocolate fondue and what have you. as usual, we went nuts over nothing. lovely.

COME ON, 4 MORE WEEKS!
HANG IN THERE KIDDO(ES)!

and hello to my right eye.
its giving me problem again.
its really stupid.
i met dr chua last sat for a check up and he said im perfectly fine and i do not need anymore followups. but right now, that red nerve is back again. running round my cornea.
OH LOVELY. i see that it misses me so much.
URGH!.

2006-09-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

They are young but passionate.
Radically lain down with the same focus.
Wow.

Stir it up, stir it up in our hearts.

2006-09-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

number #01.
NAT! i cannot tag your board!
anyway! you're going to be running and doing high kicks soon!
you looked soooo much better than yesterday!
pink in health!
:)
by the way, you're very blessed to have such awesome parents.
really very envious.

number #02.
congrats RACHEL JIANG CHENYI on making a big decision!
may you look back to this day constantly to remind yourself that you, are, a , warrior!
break all chains of the past and that you'll be moving on to do greater things for Him.
may you be blessed now and forever and that you'll be the Rachel that He wants you to be.
AMEN.
(hey hey! your parents with changed hearts. THAT'S SO AWESOME!)

number #03.
we crashed Rod's house.
YEAH!
we = ken, jon and i,
because chuanli daryl and jud were invited,
but we werent.
his mum was sooooo nice to keep pumping us with food.
thankyou thankyou thankyou.
ROD, you've got a GREAT MUM, be nice to her!

number #04.
so much drama.
i tell you, its like having kristen callavari and stephen colletti in singapore.
just that its stephen colletti with 10 kristen callavaris.
now, imagine the amount of drama?
drama OVERLOAD.

number #05.
the mouse, sigh. mouse!
she came over today,
that's why i refused to go home.
ouch. yeah, leonard lim, if you're reading this, i tell you,
i miss loywenfang okay!
she's so much more human-like!
sorry, but im stating a fact.

number #06.
there's a new kid that just moved into the estate.
and that kid looks like someone awfully familiar.
i nearly fainted. after i saw that kid, i couldnt study, at , all.

haha. SHOOT ME. thankyou.

2006-09-08T14:18:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,
you try too hard,
it upsets the whole equilibrium.

Have fun living.
You live only once.

Life on earth is just a trial of the real bliss.

For the minimal time you have here,
use it wisely.